this summers the big push

this summers the big push. im giving it all i got.

ive got no idea where im going. guess i will see you when i get there.

it was there ill find my freedom.

it was there ill open my eyes.

it was there ill drink all your liquor.

the boy wakes up….

you know what? fuck this boy crap.

I wake up.

I walk past the half drawn maroon curtain of my shower. i try not to stare to long.

get caught up in the few times we showered together.

the few times i pressed your soaking wet head into the corner of a cheap plastic shower.

the slow release of air from lips when my dripping hand rested on the inside of your thigh. i loved the way your head shot back so i could suck on your neck.

i should of stuck to the list to get me through the day and not the bottle, ink and paper.

-the kid