wrinkle

i find myself very overwhelmed by the happenings going on around me. so be it. i guess. i have considered myself alone for most of my life. guess i wouldn’t want to go and fuck things up now. ha. just great.

i find that my world is crumbling and most likely will collapse when getting back to ames. that is that the rules i created to survive Auburn will not apply when i get back. so that sucks. i mean the rules were made for a reason survival. literally so  i could live. but now they will merely hinder me from any real growth. or the major growth that happened in Auburn but no one will most likely see. but who cares what other people see and don’t see. right? well not true we care what some people see. the people who we care about more so the people we love. but once again blah wine blah whine.

i think one day at a time will lead to the best results for anything that i wish to accomplish.

who knows

not me

-the kid